nothing... nothing.
I felt so freaking .. down today that I called my grandma and had her pick me up from school at 12:30, I tried earlier, but she wasn't home. I came home and crawled in bed way under my covers and went to sleep sweating."everyone watched me waste myself" I couldn't even smile today. I haven't eaten since lunch time yesterday and I'm a little hungry, but I don't feel like eating. I still have that pain in the pit of my stomach though. It made me cry again today. // It's better it's me then them. I feel so unloved and alone today, I think I might be. There's for evidence to differ. "I've been bleeding well from this old wound, cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new."
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241dani) wrote,
depressed
