[27 Mar 2003|07:37am] I don't want to go to school today. I just want to be left alone and be sad all day. I don't want my friends talking to me and I don't want to smile. I ♥ Daniele

nothing... nothing. [27 Mar 2003|04:06pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | dashboard - as lover go ] I felt so freaking .. down today that I called my grandma and had her pick me up from school at 12:30, I tried earlier, but she wasn't home. I came home and crawled in bed way under my covers and went to sleep sweating."everyone watched me waste myself" I couldn't even smile today. I haven't eaten since lunch time yesterday and I'm a little hungry, but I don't feel like eating. I still have that pain in the pit of my stomach though. It made me cry again today. // It's better it's me then them. I feel so unloved and alone today, I think I might be. There's for evidence to differ. "I've been bleeding well from this old wound, cleaning it with salt, so it will still feel new." 5 + I ♥ Daniele

[27 Mar 2003|10:39pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | incubus... wtf ] trying to get my mind off things. so freaking bored, I feel like crap. I'm soo. .. like wornout by this. will it end? when? ------------------------------------------------- The worst part is i feel this horrible and you don't even seem to care. ( Props to anyone who reads this whole stupid thing. I was really bored ok? ) I ♥ Daniele

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